SURGERY!

So I am having surgery this Friday on my tonsils. I am very scared I haven't had this kind of surgery before its kind of scary. I know its not a big huge surgery but to me its kind of big. I will post another post when my surgery is over and I am feeling up to getting on. keep me in your prayers everyone I know I will be fine but I need all the support I can get. thanks to everyone that cares.! love ya!!

4 Months

Sooooo Tomorow is mine and Coreys 4 month anniversery and I am way excited :D!! He is the most amazing guy I have ever had in my life seriously. He knows how to treat a girl with respect, he treats me like a princess he never yells at me only in a joking way when we are having our "fake" fights he is really protective when my knees are hurting he's rubbing them when my neck hurts he rubs it or stratches my back or what ever, when I am sick he is making sure I am in bed sleeping and getting rest and not up and playing around. I seriously LOVE!!! him. I can't wait to get my ring from him. Yes we are getting engaged I dont know when but we are getting engaged he is the one for me. I know its only been 4 months but I have never felt this way i feel about him about any other guy i have been with. i know we are young but we don't plan on getting married until we are financially fit and a good age so nothing to worry about family. he is soooo amazing i am telling you he just knows how to treat me right he loves me with all his heart and i love him with all my heart he is very lovey dovey with me he writes me notes on our anniversaries and gives me roses its really cute he calls me when he is having a down day just to hear my voice because it makes him smile he says i make his heart beat really fast when he's around me which is true i can feel it, its cute. he makes me so happy i have never been so happy in my life and all my friends can see it my family is starting to see it, he loves my nieces and nephews and that's a big thing for me because i love kids and i have 12 nieces and nephews and he plays with all of them Brennan and Hannah are his buddies playing football with him just playing with him its great. he makes me melt when I'm around him because hes just so sweet and cute with me all the time, he beats all my ex boyfriends even though i haven't really had a real boyfriend but he beats all the rest of the guys i have been with. I LOVE YOU COREY!

BEST FRIENDS!!!!!

So I havent mentioned how much I love my best friends.. LOL! oh yeah I have but haven't mentioned all of them. I have only really one real close best friend but I do have other best friends. Names are... April, Jackie, Angela, Etc... April happens to be my closest best friend who I can turn to when I need her and same goes for her I am always there for her when she needs me no matter what and she knows that. there is something about April that makes her different from all the rest of my best friends and I cant quite put my finger on it. here is a little something about mine and Aprils best friendship.. So when I first met April it was at Girls Camp we were sleeping in the same cabin in the same bunk bed it was amazing. that year of camp was UNFORGETABLE seriously!!!! thats when I became good friends with her somewhat. When Camp was over we started talking online more and became a little bit more closer then my birthday party came and thats when we became best friends after wards. Seriously she has changed my life in BIG ways! let me tell you she has brought my self esteem up from where it was its now way high i can actually look in the mirror and not really care what I look like or what ever. I can go out and be open with guys just like she is when before I was really quiet and shy and not say anything to the guys that were there, but now I am very open and crazy when it comes to guys and who ever I am with I can not care what other people think. She also has made me way more girly I mean seriously I have never cared about what my make up looks like or my hair looks like until now I mean I dont care what it looks like, but when I want to get cute for my self if we are going out then I care and I thank her for that. She was there when I met Corey and still is there for us when we need her to be and she is going with Corey "ring" shopping for me I guess I have no clue whats going on with that one and I am kinda Scared. LOL! Anyways She is just an amazing person she is really outgoing, very talented,pretty,everything about her is just amazing, She knows all the right things to say when I am having a bad day or upset about something she has gone through or what ever it is. A story to tell. around April or May of this year I was going to move to Colorado to my sisters house because I couldn't handle it here anymore wasn't getting a job and I was fighting with my parents all the time it was just really bad, when I told April that it might happen it very sad she cried with me, and had this song that she dedicated to be our song. Nickle Creek "When you come back down" once that song was played we both started crying together(we were online on webcam) and she told me how she feels about me and how much I changed her life and how much she was going to miss me when I leave, but I ended up getting a job and staying here she was so happy as well as I. Then we went clubbin together for the first time for both of us, she was there with me when I met the love of my life. Anyways that's why she is my closest best friend. My other two best friends Jackie and Angela. OH man what to say about these girls. Angela is so cute, she is so shy and quiet but once you get to know her she is the most craziest person ever, you wouldn't think she is like that but TRUST ME!! she is. BAHAHAHA! I freaking love this girl me and her are not close but we are best friends still we can talk and carry on a convo. but when it comes to going to people when they are sad we aren't that close yet, but I still love her. Jackie OH MY GOSH! this girl is WAYYYYY crazy let me tell you. April and I met Jackie online as well, we hated her at first because she seemed so snobby and stuck up, but getting to talking with her all the time she became not like that at all but a real down to earth person. The first time we hung out we went to Macaroni Grill and there was no dull moment of that night let me tell you. She was sooooo funny that whole night it was crazy.. and we have been best friends ever since. she is AMAZING! those are my best friends and our crazy story!

ApeApe and Jess

Sisters!

CUTE!

favorite(you can see up mynose) LOL!

Besites!

The Girls!

Jackie and I

Great Times!

So Last weekend Corey had a Bar B Que where Derek cooked steak which ended up making corey and I sick apparently Derek and April and conovers(sp?) Dang you Meat eaters! HAHA! JK!! anyways it was one of the best times I have had in a long time just having a great time with all my best friends. but what really stunk was that I had to work the next day and I went to work sick but I didnt stay the whole time which was good. It was just great to have a fun time with all of them.

Labor Day Weekend

So im pretty much fired at doing this whole blog thing. I have not updated in a long time. well lets update hard core. Labor day weekend was the best weekend of my life hands down. Me, Corey, and April went and saw my best friend from California when she was in town, When we found out she was in town April and I were like "DUUUUDDDDEE we are soo hanging out with her" and we did. We had an amazing time with her just chillin and catchin up on fun times we've had online. April and I met sam online and have been talking with her for 2 years and have not hung out with her or met her until she was in town. It was the best weekend of my life HANDS DOWN!

put your party face on gurl!

Drip Drip!

cuteness!

Seriously me and Ape love sam!

Road Trip!

I freaking love these two people!